So I have just calculated that I will be at my goal by October 28th 2011.
This is exciting and it seems like a relatively short time away.
I as a person will not be finished of course and will be opening many other doors to continue the process of lightening up. I am however determined that I am up to this first challenge. I have begun to learn that it is ok to be hungry, just a little, this is not an emergency it is an edge and a great time to check in on how I am feeling. What a triumph.
Who am I ...where do I want to be heading...how do I get out of status quo. I am not there yet almost not ready to open those long forgotten parts of myself but I will wake soon ....
So nice to be physically lighter... so nice... thank you God thank you me...thank you ..thank you ...thank you.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Sassy
I don’t have a lot of time to post these days. I am busy losing weight. I actually am and I am feeling very sassy about it. The diet change ..the menu planning was the missing link.. I am increasing my exercise because I am getting much stronger. I have faith that I will reach a modified version of my goal of 24 pounds by August 15th.
The sun is making it seem as though all of my wildest dreams and secret longings are possible. I am ready to bust open a few new moves, dance around like Snoopy and even get in to a little trouble.
My garden is growing a bit tentatively and my backyard wants more attention. My room is not cleaned out, hidden stashes of papers and books long forgotten, whisper little nothings at my deaf ears.
I am too busy basking in this moment of triumph, this very start of imagining the finish line even though I am only 8 miles in to a marathon of life changing..
I will meet with a voice teacher tomorrow. This makes me hopeful and I think that acting might happen this year but I still feel reluctant to dive in. Nick also will happen this year and if he is anything like he is this summer… my focus may be on him… so I am open to flexing those artist muscles and making room for my hearts song and waiting expectantly for the next Miracle of Light.
The sun is making it seem as though all of my wildest dreams and secret longings are possible. I am ready to bust open a few new moves, dance around like Snoopy and even get in to a little trouble.
My garden is growing a bit tentatively and my backyard wants more attention. My room is not cleaned out, hidden stashes of papers and books long forgotten, whisper little nothings at my deaf ears.
I am too busy basking in this moment of triumph, this very start of imagining the finish line even though I am only 8 miles in to a marathon of life changing..
I will meet with a voice teacher tomorrow. This makes me hopeful and I think that acting might happen this year but I still feel reluctant to dive in. Nick also will happen this year and if he is anything like he is this summer… my focus may be on him… so I am open to flexing those artist muscles and making room for my hearts song and waiting expectantly for the next Miracle of Light.
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